May 2013
20 posts
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
I loose interest in repetitive blogs. Be random,...
April 2013
23 posts
“Only Human
Please be gentle with yourself my friend
get right back up if ever...”
– http://mikefrawley.tumblr.com/post/48985292043/only-human
truth.
youngthatiam:
if my daughter ever asks me
what i did
on the nights i was too
terrified
to sleep, too
fearful
about my future, too
broken
to trust dormancy to have me
i will tell her the truth.
that: on those nights i wept at the power of my destiny,
the only way rest found me
was when i clutched a Bible to my chest
and broke
all the more
heavily.
-S.
“‘I’m sorry, God. I’m sorry I got so confused about You, got so fake. I hope it’s...”
– Donald Miller, Blue Like Jazz (via cafespirit)
“An honest Christian life is messy. There is you in all your sin and problems and...”
– Glen Fitzjerrell (Unka Glen)
I try to prove em wrong. Show them that there’s more to me than what my generation is perceived to be
lightinwinter:
I feel like people find me quite boring because I am quiet. But it’s not that I have little to say; quite the opposite: it’s that I have so much to say, that I fear coming off as unintelligent because my thoughts are jumbled. Or because I fear that what I want to say will bore others. So instead of speaking, I say nothing.
Above = Me :/
“when men started
calling me beautiful, i cut
off all my hair and let the...”
– shinji moon (via commovente)
Think I lost myself for a bit and any time I think “the real you is coming back” it disappears
March 2013
17 posts
My thoughts during a run
Me: This sucks, can it end so I can love it already!?
Me: WHY TF IS THIS SONG EVEN ON MY PLAYLIST!?
Me: Why am I doing this?
Me: Don't look at the distance. DON'T LOOK AT THE DISTANCE
Me: shit, I looked. TF, that was longer than .36 miles you liar!
Me: Power song? Let's do this
Me: *LEFT. LEFT. LEFT. RIGHT LEFT. TILL I COLLAPSE!*
Me: Oh look, I burned off breakfast, yay!
Me: Oh dear God this is the longest break between songs in the history of the life
Me: I will smash you with a hammer if you fall out one more time earbud. Seriously.
Me: Who glued cinder blocks to my feet?
Me: This still sucks
Me: I'm hungry
*Finishes run*
Me: Dude that was awesome!
“Most people think happiness is about gaining something, but it’s not. It’s all...”
– Carolyn Crane (via laughingsnowflake)
“I am
a series of
small victories
and large defeats
and I am as
amazed
as...”
– (via footprintsofmymoon)
